___liesandsins

Sunday, August 12, 2007

..........

my blog's dead. lol.

and now i'm becoming desperate trying to think of what to type in my attempt to revive this mundane blog. lol.

ok let's see...jc has never been more stressful and pressurising than it could ever get.

teachers are all saying that i need to score a b for every subject for my mid-course to get promoted...do u know how that feels? yeah the pressure man...and i still can't find time to complete my homework...let alone study...or practise my guitar techniques.

hmm. anyways, happy belated birthday singapore! went to the padang to form the biggest human national flag...lol, interesting experience. got to see the panaromic view of singapore with the city skyline, supreme court building, whatever. and also got to hang out and chill to the sights of fireworks and old school rock music and cigarettes. if only life could be like this...

sometimes, words have two meanings...(stairway to heaven).

if only i can find my stairway to heaven. hur hur.

LiesandSins__
1:07 am

Friday, July 13, 2007

i did great for my summer test. i'm being sarcastic, mind you. lol.

but anyway, there's still some things in life i look forward to. *points to the pictures*

yeah, my birthday presents from someone special. :D

LiesandSins__
11:40 pm

Monday, July 09, 2007

it seems that over time, friends tend to forget one another. yeah, it seems my friends are forgetting me.

i used to have quite a number of msn friends, friends whom i will chat with everyday, and yeah, i know it's just chat friends, but i believed that there was sth going on there, like a friendship being forged, and i did meet some of them and hang out with them...but now, it seems that after quite some time, they wont bother chatting with me anymore. it's not like people will start talking to me in msn for that matter.

so, yeah...it sucks. to know that you are not wanted. i mean, why bother then right? yeah, why should i always bother? maybe it's, why are you always bothering people, idham?

ok, so from now onwards, i won't bother about these kinda things anymore.
maybe i won't even sign in to msn beginning from today. but that's just a maybe, because the msn is where i get to chat with people and i know myself better than anyone else, which is that i usually don't keep my word.

i mean, i just don't get it, i could have easily lived my life in isolation. but i chose not to.

it just seems that i've always had only myself all this while.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

LiesandSins__
11:53 pm

Sunday, July 08, 2007

ok live earth is over, i miss the metallica performance. shit.

haha, school tmr. woo!

great, just what i need...

going to school is really depressing.

LiesandSins__
11:15 pm

Saturday, July 07, 2007

woo! am watching live earth now...not too bad, not too bad.

i mean like it's a nice concert, some nice performances...although there were some which i have never heard nor seen the artists before...but still it was nice. and i think the whole concept of it is rather new, unique, a music marathon of 24 hours in seven continents to help save the earth? yeah, it's good, music is indeed influential. and it's global, cool eh?

but still, there's an irony to it. you see, the music that the artists sang were not really associated with saving the earth...and usually by having concerts, people will gather and create more litter when the concert is finished. that's what i think, but it may not be true.

and i just thought that maybe there's a better way of going about in spreading the message of saving the earth and to create the awareness of global warming. i think that having a concert might run from the focus of saving the earth, and some people will just listen to the music and forget the main cause of the concert in the first place. haha...and today, two incidents really made me see just how ppl still do not really care about saving the earth.

while i was walking home from meeting my friend, i saw two kids, probably 6 year olds, littering. they dropped their macdonald cokes on the floor on purpose and also littered like tissue papaer and food. only 6 year olds? hmm...

and then at sim lim square, while accompanying my brother to buy his mp3, people were giving out papers advertising the things they were selling...and they even forced me to take the papers. i didnt want to accept the papers they were giving out initially as besides having no meaning to me, as in i couldn't care less about the items they were selling, i also didn't like the sight of people wasting paper. and they just shoved them into my hands. what else can i do? so i just took them, and pondered upon the live earth concert that was going to take place today, and in contrast, these bunch of ignorant people who only think about making money and not on the damage they have done to earth and how stupid they are in not realising that a teenager like me is not interested in computer or computer parts.

haha, oh well, the live earth concert was still nice. the guitarist for rihanna was wicked. and so was the guy from motherwolf.

i just hope to see change in people, why are people so ignorant of the environment and the earth? lol, i'm not crazy ok, but i learnt that if you don't take care of the environment, you would destroy yourself. the earth is all we got.

LiesandSins__
11:15 pm

17 years ago from today was a dreadful day.

ok i was a little too late, no, not 7th, 6th of July.

Thanks to all those who wished me. =)

the end. the first week of school i mean. yeah, horrible.
i failed my two h1s. gp and maths.
i got shouted at by a teacher for my hair, and it got cut, again, for nth. KNNCCB. waste my 5 dollars, think i print money issit?
the weather's been terrible.
i need to depend on my three h2s now.
pegasus next year? 0843A?
nah, don't think so,
it's not that i'm saying i will pass,
i mean i'm going to poly if i get retained.

and i hate it when a teacher shouts at you when all you do is ask for his reasons when you think he is being unreasonable or is acting like a complete ass. it's not about authority, it's respect, mutual respect as individuals. FUCK. screw him sia.

LiesandSins__
12:01 am

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

BACK TO SCHOOL

oh i'm so happy to be back at school. i miss school so dearly!

ah fuck it. end of day one. it was okay, i guess? but could be better....haha.

it's only day one. i still have 23123532546576879806452 days to go before i get all the freedom i want.

all i know is that it will never come.

and i know that...

all of this world is just an illusion.

LiesandSins__
1:16 am

Sunday, July 01, 2007

hey

school begins on tuesday.
i can't wait. hur hur.
i don't enjoy going to school anymore.
jc's so boring.
school is all about studies, discipline, cca.
the teachers always go after your hair, homework, and latecoming
they go after pretty girls with short skirts
and yet i still see lots of sexy thighs
not complaining though,
as without it, i might hate school more
and you do need the sex
anyway, the moment school's over for the day
i scream in joy
but on the inside.
yet i know my joy is to be shortlived.
as i have homework,
and i have school again tmr.

random.

LiesandSins__
3:17 pm