___liesandsins

Monday, July 09, 2007

it seems that over time, friends tend to forget one another. yeah, it seems my friends are forgetting me.

i used to have quite a number of msn friends, friends whom i will chat with everyday, and yeah, i know it's just chat friends, but i believed that there was sth going on there, like a friendship being forged, and i did meet some of them and hang out with them...but now, it seems that after quite some time, they wont bother chatting with me anymore. it's not like people will start talking to me in msn for that matter.

so, yeah...it sucks. to know that you are not wanted. i mean, why bother then right? yeah, why should i always bother? maybe it's, why are you always bothering people, idham?

ok, so from now onwards, i won't bother about these kinda things anymore.
maybe i won't even sign in to msn beginning from today. but that's just a maybe, because the msn is where i get to chat with people and i know myself better than anyone else, which is that i usually don't keep my word.

i mean, i just don't get it, i could have easily lived my life in isolation. but i chose not to.

it just seems that i've always had only myself all this while.

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

LiesandSins__
11:53 pm