___liesandsins

Friday, June 29, 2007

i've been doing some thinking and i just thought that i should post up this entry.

ok, if u owe someone, u would definitely try to pay back right?

that's what i would do,

i would try to pay the person back asap, even if it means going without lunch for one week

i would pay installments and not wait for years...just to pay him, i would at least pay him a certain amount first even if i dont have the money

i would not try to run away from the fact that i owe the person...like as in when the person asks me about the money, i would discuss with him/her how to go about doing it. and not just ignore and look at him blankly or joke about it...

or just give excuses like next month...or my next pay, my next pay...

and worst of all, the next month, that person buys a psp, or fixes his psp without paying you first

and when you keep bugging him for the money, he gets irritated, he confronts you on msn asking you why you are acting this way and even to the extent of willing to let it affect the friendship.

the thing is, dont talk to me about friendship when you yourself dont fulfill your responsibilty as a friend of paying what you owe me. i mean like you took two years.

and the thing i hate most is when ppl dont admit what they do. they dont admit spoiling ppl's stuffs. here's the thing, my discman is spoilt because the cover broke...this exposes the laser reading the cds to light, dusts which then spoils it

and i dont lie ok...
and i think it's lame for you to say you only promised to pay for the cover? like, what????

ok so those are the things that i've been keeping inside of me that i think i should just post up here and hope that someone reads and understands how i'm feeling.

ok fine, maybe u've paid 50, but after two years? and where's the rest? u promised next month and next month and still nth.

the way i see it, even if the friendship is affected, i dont care as if you are a friend, i would not have to wait for two years in the first place and i still am waiting.

i've been keeping this inside of me for too long, why do i always have to be the one that has to compromise and keep my discontent inside of me? i have the right to say what i feel too.

and the thing is, this is my blog. if you hate to see what i post, then...too bad.

yeah, so that's all i guess.

LiesandSins__
12:19 am