<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/31581360?origin\x3dhttp://liesandsins.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

thedarkpast

July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007


thePeeps



abu
afiqah
aidil
amanda c
amanda k
april =D
clare
denise
elaine
fadhillah kajol
fahrun
hafiz daroji
hannah
james
jason
jumaliyah
karen
karl
katrina
khaty
melissa
merina
minhui
muzhaffar
N.W.O blog
qamarul
rani
shuli
simin
ting
wanie
wenjia
yingjie
zai
New blog

talk




credits

+ dY`
+ Blogskins.com
+ My Blogskin

Friday, June 08, 2007

hey...

yeah it's late at night...it's 2:15 am.

and i like the feeling...the feeling of being alone and listening to songs and trying to study. yeah, trying to...lol. well, i keep getting distracted by some things and listening to certain songs just makes me feel worse.

i really miss playing the guitar and performing...that's one of the ways i escape from reality (besides smoking) - yes i'm always in denial about my life.

performing or simply playing the guitar makes me forget about my problems...it makes me feel great about myself.

too bad that wont happen anymore.

so now what? studying only makes me bored to death.

life sucks, really. all i need is someone. that someone to make me feel glad about my life. i've lost you. and i lost myself along the way. i'm sorry. this sucks.


LiesandSins__
2:17 am