___liesandsins

Friday, December 22, 2006

hello. havent been doing anything much lately, just rotting and rotting and ROTTING at home. haha. and i havent been updating my blog cos i keep doing the same things each day, so no point right? i wake up, eat breakfast, watch tv, use computer, take a nap, wake up, eat dinner, watch tv, sleep. BORING. HAHA.

anyways, i thought u guys might like to see this.

seriously, i used to think that music is really a whole lot of crap. remember your primary school days where u have musics lessons and u have to learn stuffs like do re mi and play the recorder? and to make it worse, u still have music lessons in sec 1 and sec 2? and usually the teachers are old and boring losers who have nth better to do than keep asking u to sing songs while they clap their hands and stuffs. hahaha...ok so those were the times. when i was in sec 2 approaching sec 3, i then thought it was a relief not to have music lessons again and that i would nvr have to pick up any instruments again. ok so that was what i thought.

then one day my bro came home with a guitar (i had no idea why up to this day). at first, it was an acoustic, i tried playing it when no one was looking and i thought it was boring. haha. then a few days later, he brought home an electric guitar. ok, then i tried, i asked him to teach me but u know what he will say. haha...like all typical brothers he said no. so i went to the internet, started learning slowly, watched videos, and it got fun. but i have never really understood why musicians still do what they always do. i see drummers banging here and there...and guitarists with long hair and the first thing i thought was a bunch of nth better to do ppl. haha. but now, i guess everything changed. i do realised now why ppl play instruments. like for me, when i play the electric guitar (although i'm not good at it), everything seems to stop, even time and nth else really matters, all that matters is you and the guitar, just that very special moment. it's as if all ur problems disappear and u can express yourself through the instruments, anger, sadness, loneliness. haha, u might say that i'm being too emotional here but it's true...just look at the video i just posted. look at how his face is so full of emotions and passion and it's as if his inner voice is screaming through the guitar. and the best part is, when u perform, and all eyes are on you, and the solo comes, and then u play it, and ppl are cheering for u. so music is not such a bad thing after all. it's just that it's kinda sad the way music is nowadays. everywhere u go and it's punk rock, techno and emo screamo shit. where has iron maiden, metallica and pantera gone to? i'm not trying to be one-sided here, but seriously? it seems that music needs a revolution. a metal revolution.

LiesandSins__
3:27 pm

Friday, December 15, 2006

The Bottom Line
If things are still not going smoothly for you and someone else, don't give up hope.

In Detail
If things are still not going smoothly for you and someone in your life today, do not give up hope. This is not a sure sign that the end is near -- it's merely a (very aggravating) bump in what is sure to be a long road. To cheer yourself up, keep yourself distracted. Seek out the types of activities you enjoy the most -- sports, cooking or even an engrossing movie could be a perfect way to get you out of your head for a while so you can stop worrying so much.

this is so true. oh well, better get distracted then. hope that it's not the end like what it says.

LiesandSins__
3:27 pm

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

just realised that i have not been blogging for quite a while. i think i may have lost the mood to blog? i'm not sure either. i just read my entries and i always realise i sound weird. maybe not just blogging...i think i do always sound weird. haha. yeah okok...i know that i should have realised that earlier but i didnt say that i'm a good blogger and that i'm not a weird person. =P

so let's see...on 29/11, i had my first prom. yeah...it's the first time i put make-up on...haha....my mom asked me to so as to hide my pimples but it didnt really helped anyway. arrived at holiday inn parkview with my friends aiman and zulhafiz, (hafiz's aunt sent us)....met zulhafiz and aiman at zulhafiz's house first and on the way to his house, i had to take lrt and ppl were giving me strange looks cos i was wearing blazer?or maybe cos i look weird. so generally when we arrived, almost everyone looked great...yeah. maybe except for me of course...i looked fantastic! hahaha, just kidding! haha...i dont know how i looked.

so prom was generally okay la...the emcees were lame...and i performed with my band. sweet child of mine and knocking on heavens door by Guns N' Roses. yeah, i know we keep playing these two songs but hey we didnt have time to practise for other songs yet...and we were only told that we could performed last minute. -_- and sorry that i cant put up any prom photos...cos i dont have any...i mean i took very very little photos...no one wanted to take with me except for Pie. haha.

After prom, sent Pie home. haha. then went on to meet my friends and eventually stayed at the hotel(my friend rent a room). we did lots of crazy things...haha...shall not elaborate...too much details. haha. and oh yeah...i just quitted my job recently as a waiter in tambuah mas tanglin...it was too far and tiring... now trying to find jobs. haha... and yest, went VIVO with Pie. she wanted to shop but i dont know if it's counted as shopping. we merely looked around in shops for hours but she only bought a pullover...hahaha....but still, it's amazing how much stamina WOMEN have for shopping...luckily i'm quite used to it...my mom can shop for one whole day just for one pair of shoes... -_- then went on to eat banquet...ate dry fishball noodles which were fucking hot and spicy and i kept having chilli stuck to my teeth. haha...and then we went to look around at candy empire? we thought we wanted to steal some candy but there were cameras...hahaha. yeah and then we had trouble finding our way to the mrt. haha...but we managed to go home in the end.now today, i'm at home...suppose to have class shalet but i have no money lah... =( a bit sad lah yeah but what to do? just try to find jobs then work lorh. haha...ok lah...i've blogged long enough...lunch is waiting for me.

LiesandSins__
2:23 pm