___liesandsins

Saturday, September 30, 2006

hey ppl...no mood to really update. it's just that i really scare myself sometimes (the things i do and the problems which i land myself into)....well...okok fine. a lot of times i guess....i just wonder what it's like to be other ppl at times...seeing that most other ppl are happy with their lives and things go perfectly for them...well, at least almost perfect. i just realise that i will do things that i'll always regret later, and my life is never good. ppl get good results, i get bad results. erm, what else? they lead happy lives...good relations with parents....friends....and no worries for things like money.....oh ya...they sure look better also...and me?! i have lots of flaws. why cant i be like other ppl...happy and joyful? why cant my life be good like them? why? is it too much to ask? or is it my fault? yeah...it's me. gotta change.

it takes some time to let you go and it shows.

LiesandSins__
10:15 pm

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hey ppl....I'm dead for my o levels!!!!!!!!

haha. sorry. lost control...it's just that my prelim results suck ah. i like really focus on my science and english and look at the kind of marks that i get, waste my effort...a lot of little mistakes lead to high loss of precious marks....then what about the subjects that i didnt put in effort like literature and a maths????haha...ppl are getting good marks and i'm still floundering....haha...i will die if this is my o levels grades...yeah. die la....it's very demoralizing and tiring. tmr getting back more papers....wish me luck yeah? u'd better. haha. sorry but i'm just stressed. haha.

LiesandSins__
10:55 pm

Saturday, September 23, 2006

it's been quite a while eh...my blogger account was having problems...starting to fall sick...can feel my body temperature rising and my nose is starting to get runny...so far prelims was errrr.....ok? i cant decide..haha...some were okay...some were hard...yeah...worried for o lvls and a maths esp...haha. i can still see myself failing the a maths for prelims....hmm....gonna work after o lvls man...i need the money....need to buy a lot of things and u feel accomplished if u get them yourself....and furthermore...my parents wont buy for me. -___- yeah...haha....ok people...i'm feeling dizzy...just took medicine....got to rest. take care yeah?

LiesandSins__
12:02 am

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

maths and ss today. had no time to finish both papers. didnt do last question of source based questions and didnt complete histogram for maths. so at least 7 marks gone for ss and 3 marks gone for maths(although i know it cant be just 3 for maths). tmr's physics and literature. havent studied yet. yeah. all the best idham! haha. wishing luck to myself.

If you are asked to make an extra effort in a relationship, don't feel suspicious.

my horoscope. i put it here because i find it rather shocking? haha. take care ppl.

LiesandSins__
10:11 pm

Monday, September 18, 2006

i screw up in chemistry. i think.

1.Full name: muhd idham bin mohd ali
2.Name backwards: dhum mahdi
3.Meaning of name: idham
4.Nick name: idham
5.Screen name: idham
6.D.O.B: 6/7/90
.Place of birth: SGH
8.Nationality: Singaporean
9.Current location: CCK
10.Star sign: Cancer
11.Religion: Islam
12.Height: 1.71m
13.Weight: 52kg
14.Shoe size: 9/10
15.Hair colour:black
16.Eye colour:black
17.Who do you look like: idham
18.Innie or outtie: none
19.Lefty or righty: Righty
20.Gay, Straight, Bi or others: Curve
21.Best Friends: NWO
22.Best Friends you trust most: NWO
23.Favourite Pals: NWO
24.Best friends of opposite sex: confirm not you.
25.Best Buddies: NWO
26.Boyfriend or Girlfriend: dont have
27.Crush: someone
28.Parents: alive
29.Worst enemies: you
30.Favourite online guy: confirm not you
31.Favourite online girl: ....
32.Craziest Friend: confirm not you
33.Advice Friend: me
34.Loudest Friend: confirm not you
35.Person you cry with: me
36.Any sisters: 1
37.Any brothers: 1
38.Any Pets: no
39.Any disease: aids
40.Pager: -
41.Personal Phone Line: 999
42.Phone: 10 cent public phone
43.Lava Lamp: no
44.Pool or Hot tub: none
45.A car: my dad's
46.Your Personality: unpredictable
47.Driving: Not Yet
48.Room: toilet
49.What's missing: confirm not nothing
50.School: Dunearn Secondary School
51.Bed: warm and comfy
52.Relationship with parents: bad
53.Believe in Yourself: no
54.Believe in love at first sight: dont know
55.Good listener: dont know
56.Get along well with parents: no
57.Save e-mail convos: no
58.Pray: sometimes
59.Believe in reincarnation: no
60.Make fun of people: yes
61.Like to talk on the phone: depends
62.Want to get married: yes
63.Like to drive: tricycle
64.Motion sickness: no
65.Eat stem of broccoli: yes
66.Eat chicken with fork: no
67.Dream in colours: yes
68.Type with your fingers on home role: ?
69.Sleep with stuff toys: no
70.Next to you: something
71.On the walls of your room: dust
72.On your mousepad: mouse
73.Dream car: tamiya 4WD
74.Dream date: quite time alone with that someone
75.Dream honeymoon spot: Paris
76.Dream husband or wife: confirm not you
77.Bedtime: anytime
78.Under your bed: another bed, guitars
79.Single most important qns : what?
80.Bad time of the day: everytime
81.Your worst fear: you
82.The weather: cloudy
83.Time: 5.30 pm
84.Date: 18 September 2006
85.Best trick did on someone: nothing
86.Theme song: power rangers
87.Hardest thing on growing up: growing up
88.Funniest experience: now
89.Scariest experience: yesterday
90.Silliest thing you had ever said: i love you
91.Most desperate and funniest thing you have done to get the opposite sex: how i know?
92.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: none
93.Worst feeling: stomach ache
94.Best feeling in the whole: orgasm
6 People i ask to do this are : you, you, you, you ,you ,you.

LiesandSins__
5:14 pm

Thursday, September 14, 2006

have been online since morning...and i just remembered everyone else is at school today...except me...i dont have paper...yeah. so i just stared at the screen for an hour. nah...i downloaded songs. tomorrow is literature...and my file and twelve night book is in school...yeah. wanted to go school to take it but was just too lazy. yeah. lazy to do anything these days. even blogging. yeah. so that's all for today.

If you thought I'd leave, then you were wrong
Cause I won't stop holding on.

Cause I've seen love die
Way too many times.

LiesandSins__
3:46 pm

Saturday, September 09, 2006

why does it take so long for my pizza to arrive? haha...mom ordered pizza....and i'm sitting here waiting for it to arrive...actually mom alr cooked but i dont like her cooking today..hahaha...yeah...so i'm sitting here in front of the computer cursing and waiting for the stupid pizza man. haha...so bored at home today...so i studied, but only managed two chapters of physics...yeah...but still, better than the past few days where i've been slacking, still left 6 more chapters of physics and then i'm gonna start my chemistry. yeah...one side of me wants to study and do well while another side wants to go out/play guitar/watch tv/sleep/listen songs/slack. hahaha. if only i can separate myself into two and do two things at the same time. haha...cool. yeah...gonna stay up late today...want to finish my physics...yeah...i have to. got to pretend o lvls is tmr. it works sometimes...haha...not all the time though as one side of me will be in denial and knows that tmr is not o lvls. i cant even lie to myself. haha...i've spent about 10 mins typing this and in total, it's been half an hour waiting for this pizza man. hope he dies. hahaha. kidding. oh here he is. he's at the door now. bye. got to eat my pizza.

LiesandSins__
8:11 pm

Friday, September 08, 2006

i realise that i can only focus on studying for 10 mins. next week is alr prelims...and still, i get so distracted easily...hahaha. had mock prac on wed...it was so-so.... i didnt know the titration thing but nvm, it's only mock prac. haha. went library yest. and on the way...saw a lot of ppl i knew. and in the library, saw some more ppl that i know of. yeah. and i didnt study...and i distracted someone else also...played tic-tac-toe? haha...sorry eh? left the library at 8? yeah...ate ban mian...hahaha....ppl say i eat like a girl. -_- haha...and never ever take 188 at night. just dont k. reached home at 11.... yeah...super tired...and then slept for 10 hours....now nth to do...so update my blog. yeah...k that's all. i gotta study. haha.

thanks. =)

LiesandSins__
5:30 pm

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

it's been quite a while since i posted. well, went to school today...had literature tutorial....and then went to eat at the coffeeshop near the school with aiman and qam....yeah, then it rained.....walked the long way back to school as i left my bag in art room....then just sat around in the art room watching khaty and qam do their art work until 3...and then at 3, went back home and took a nap. nowadays have been really affected by lots of stuffs....yeah....sorry.

it's like a love song.

LiesandSins__
7:41 pm